lost in my bed.

The only two places i feel absolutely safe are either in bed with clear white sheets , pillows surrounding my head.

or in water. like on the bottom of a swimming pool. alone.

weightless, peaceful. 

nobody talking, nobody pretending. 

I got reminded of your arrogance,ignorance, shallowness.

we used to be able to seek comfort in the silence. 

and what happened?

lets go out for some japanese tonight.