49 hours.

I haven't been to bed in 49 hours.
I've been living on this step high for awhile.
even the sky can't stop mocking us.
the heavy rain. the silent tears.
the mis-trust in so many motherfuckers.
who am i fucking kidding?
1 and a half weeks till school ends.
i really cannot wait.
I need to stop all that self-pitying shit, get my fucking life together.
stop fucking going to starbucks.
stop smoking so much.
stop getting people to clean up my vomit, okay maybe a few more times.
okay, 49 hours. i should go now.