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i dived into the pool, into this supposed nothingness.
i tried to come up for air, the denim and the extra cloth weigh me down.
i struggled, you jumped in, and pulled me up for air.
that moment, that eye contact - it was one of those unexplainable moments of eye contact, that is immediately overanalyzed and inevitably misread.
All we did, was sat by the pool.
The silence , so comforting. I missed it so much.
You had that smile. I wish you'll have it forever.
I wish you love forever. you're not mine to keep.

keep breathing. life is a vicious cycle.
we lose and gain. gain then lose.
I've loved you superman.